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WHY??

2010-06-22T23:08:00.000-07:00

WHY??WHY??WHY??

WHY are u acting like someone i can trust??
WHY are u making me look so stupid??
WHY do u get mad when i talk to u abt ur OWN
problems??
WHY is it that when i get angry bcos of ur OWN
mistakes, u get mad at me and at the end i'm the
one who has to say sorry??
WHY?? WHY?? WHY??
i trusted u. i tried to be a good friend to u. i did everything i
could to please u, even if it's not worth doing. i've kept my anger
bcos i know it will lead to disaster. i always reflect every mistakes
i made to u, which are sometimes not even my own
wrong doing.

how come if i have mistakes its like a VERY VERY VERY
big deal to u, even though i didn't do it purposely??
ARE u that PERFECT??
am i always the WRONG ONE??
i did everything jus to change to someone ur more
comfortable to be with, even if i don't like it.
BUT how come u don't have to change some of ur
attitude that bothers me even jus a tiny bit??
I'm tremendously HAPPY to be ur friend
but sometimes i don't think that u feel the same way
for me too.
sometimes i can sense that u don't like it when i'm around
just even sitting beside u is like not very comfortable
for u.
STOP ACTING!!
U dont know how hard it is to find a friend in
this new place and how hard it is to being close
to someone whose just acting to be ur friend.

reflect well

SWOLLEN EYE

2010-06-15T04:08:00.000-07:00

I CAN'T STAND THE PAIN

my left eye is soo swollen.. i can only see half in my left eye

its so painful.. my mom tells me to rest it..

but i'm toooooo tired of resting alr.. i've been sleeping

the whole day..

been stuck inside the house the whole day... got nothing

much to do.. miss my friends and to tell u the truth i

miss school.. i miss 4Gs, Red Cross, Dramalites

Guys hope u get to see and read this.. miss u all

u can't stop the love

Stehffie :)

why??!!

2010-06-11T01:28:00.000-07:00

Why am i falling in love again??!!!
why.why.why.why.why.why.why
i know that he's not the person anyone expects me to
fall in love with.. i'm scared to put my hopes up
again... ughh!!
am i doing a stupid thing again??!!
i hope this time no regrets will ever happen
jus like last time...

... I like him ...
but i dont expect for him to love me...
i wont be expecting anymore...

stop me from loving again

Stehffie

10th year anniversary

2010-06-09T00:41:00.000-07:00

10th YEAR ANNIVERSARY
of
NORTHBROOKS SECONDARY SCHOOL

There was a Carnival as part of the anniversary. But didnt get to enjoy it so much
due to rehearsals and all. Still, its a memorable day in the carnival.. :)
Price Award Ceremony: My dad came and I received a CCA award for Drama and
Red Cross. Some Alumnis came but i only recognized a few.. :(
The whole performance was a blast, thanks to the cast, SM, ASM and Ms. Ross. :)
its our last drama performance -well, for the seniors- so there's hugging and
crying in the end of the anniversary.
I'M GOING TO MISS DRAMA!!

i think i'm falling for u
Stehffie :)

AWESOME JB TRIP

2010-03-19T04:54:00.000-07:00

WOW!! JB trip was very FUN

yesterday i started my day badly but ended up to

be EXTREMELY OUTSTANDING...=D

well i set my alarm clock to 4:30.. but i didn't realize

that it was set to 4:30 PM... not AM.... haha

good thing my sister woke up with no apparent reason

and checked if i alr left but instead she saw still

sleeping soundly in bed.. so of course she woke me up

and i opened my eyes so big that it shocked my sis

damn if she never woke up i would be

regretting for the rest of my life not waking up

early.. geesh

so i hurry went to the bathroom and jus wash up a

bit (i didn't actually bathe properly, i didn't wash

my hair)and wore my clothes and tied up my

hair... then went straight to theary and mey's

block.. i went we them to schl... GOSH wat a way

to start the day

BUT when i got to schl i forget abt wat happen and

went with my friends... however another bad news

appeared, the s-sized class shirts wont be delivered on time

and so the ppl who ordered the s-sized, including me,

theary, mey and suaidah, had to wear the extra L-sized

shirts... then out of nowhere, we saw ms. chua carrying

a plastic of our s-sized shirts... then everybody was, of

course, happy.. hahaha we all changed and went to the bus

we all settled down and i took out my new and awesome

camera and took some pictures with the class. =)

then we arrived in the woodlands terminal... and

we have our passports chopped... and went back inside

the bus.. took more pic then we stop by in a building

full of food shops for our breakfast... in malaysia

everything look like philippines... thats why i felt i was

back in my own country... =) bought some milk and chips

ahoy in 711 for 6 ringgit... the milk made me want to vomit

then went to a chocolate factory.. bought some chocs then

we went to a place where batiks are made and sold...

we were all given the chance to design and have our

own batik..hahaha... =) my batik is just a satisfactory

for me lah... then two stupid creatures which are

called TIMOTHY and SIANG YUNG.. painted the batiks

of the absentees like hell.. the batiks were

painted with two colours each,.. tsktsk..

then went to the old palace of the sultan of johore..

we saw soooo many artifacts and royal stuff of the

sultan and sultanah.. then took a class photo in front

of the palace.. then we all have a loOOONG trip

to a fish market whereby we will eat our lunch

i slept during the long trip with a chewing gum on

my mouth... i slept with my mouth open wide..

and whenever i woke up i will close them..duh? cos

some creatures are lurking around to take your

photo while sleeping... i covered my face with a towel

and when we arrived i realized that i almost swallowed

my gum... so i hurry up and spit the gum out.. haha

then i realized that the right side of my neck really

hurts... i remembered that i was sleeping with

my neck bended to my left the whole time... hahaha

then we ate some food which tasted AWESOME...

the crab is soooooooooooo delicious...

i was the first person in my table to use hands cos

i cant resist the temptation to put the mouth watering

seafood inside my mouth..ahahha.. first was the prawn

then the crab and so everybody started using their hands..

and i got crab sauce on my lips and even in my cheeks

i even took the unfinished crab from the other table..

hahaha.. then we took a boat ride to see some great sights

at the shore where the restaurant we jus came frm also

built...=) then it rained.. then we went to pineapple

factory.. we saw how they make fabric from

the pineapple... then i learnt that my country philippines

produce a lot of pineapples which made its way to be ranked

as the second most country that exports and

sells pineapples in the world.. awesome right.. then

ate some sliced pineapple and pineapple flavoured

ice candy..hehehe.. then we took some pictures of

mr.donny lee.. FUNNY.. he's so cute.. =D

more pic.. then we went to this PEWTER FACTORY

and i bought some souvenirs.. its a factory whereby

they make fantastic furniture and displays out of

scrap metals or alloy... then we all went for dinner

and then a stealthy damn creature took a photo of me

sleeping...ughh and i call that creature MOTMOT

... hahaha... then in for dinner once again

we ate seafood which is still super delicious...

prawn, vegestables, tofu and a plate of

oh-so-delicious chicken... yuhhmm and we all

ate with chopsticks which is not bad.. ahaha

then took crazy pictures with the sea as our background..

nice..and took some pics with teachers..

with mr. mark is the BEST..ahahaha

then rode the bus for our way hoome

=( then timothy played with the microphone of the bus

and pretended to be the captain of an airplane...

hahaha... then took more pics... chewed more gum..haha

went back to schl.. rode 804 bus with prateep

suaidah and timothy... went home...

I LOVE THIS DAY!!!!!!

announcement:

all photos are to be uploaded most likely nextweek

as i can get the complete photos of the trip.. for the

meantime, see some photos of the trip on my

facebook account.. those photos are taken

b4 my camera died... ugh

2010-03-14T21:50:00.000-07:00

not soo happy and not soo sad day yesterday...

the moment i woke up my mother started

nagging abt me not cleaning my room...

so my day started not so great...

i plugged the vacuum and let it suck all

the dust bunnies under my bed... which also

triggered my allergies and sneezed non-stop

until i stopped cleaning... sheesh... ,=(

then i did some cross-stitching to

let the time fly but out of nowhere

my father went into my room and told me

to cut, mince and dice the ingredients

for the spaghetti that my mom wants

to cook... soo i chopped, diced, minced for

1 1/2 hour.. and when i released the knife

i cant move my right hand properly...

then i watched AVATAR.. it was freakn

AWESOME.. and i realized that the movie

was soo great that it defeated TITANIC's rates

hahahaha... i recommend all of u to watch

AVATAR... with spaghetti and coke...

hahaha

then me and my family went to church

and after the mass i went to this bakery

and bought 10 mini sugar-coated doughnuts

yuuuhhmmm... then we went to northpoint

and bought some fries, nuggets and

2 double choc frappe in mcdonalds

yuuhhmmm... =)

then my parents decided to buy a new

camera (samsung 150 sumthing which has

a small screen bside the lenses)cool.. and

also a blender...ahaha... my mother got

addicted to the frappe we bought in mccafe

so she wants to make some for herself

hahahaha.... =D

then watched AVATAR again...hahaha.....

then went to sleep... =)

TODAY...

i have to leave home by 2:15 for my

drama training in the school's mph..

so bye...=)

i'm happy

2010-03-12T22:05:00.000-08:00

i'm really super duper happy

just being ur friend can alr make me happy..=)

I'VE MOVED ON

ur right... i'm better off with someone else... =)

and jus to be ur friend is enough...

but i hope u'll let me hear ur prblems

and help u..

i'm ur PINOY frend so allow me to help

u in any of ur problems... ok...

its wat frends do and i hope that when i

have a problem u'll be one of my frends

who can also help me.. =)

nowadays, u never let me hear ur prblems

unlike last time... =)...

but i'm here to also remind u to SMILE

love yah friend...=)

2010-02-21T02:57:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the most saddest day...=,(

i just cant stop crying... tears rolled down my

eyes uncontrollably... my heart is also

grieving cos it finally realize that there's no

way it can have the love it truly desires...

the heart that was once fixed by this

SOMEONE... is now like being pierced

with dozens of thin sharp needles and

makes my chest so heavy that it adds up the

pain that i'm feeling... and that SOMEONE

is also the reason why my heart now is

trying to survive everyday without crying...

why is this happening to me AGAIN??

Here's a little poem for u...

Why are u doing this

you're breaking my heart into bits

Loving u is very hard

Why can't u just give me ur heart

My heart is like being stepped in the ground

under water it drowns

This things happen to my heart

when ur ripping it apart

Why did I chose u to be my love

Cos my heart now is caged unlike the dove

This heart cannot be freed

Cos u have the love it needs

I hope u get to read this.........

even though u told me to give up.........

I LOVE U

VALENTINES DAY

2010-02-14T06:44:00.001-08:00

VALENTINE BEACH OUTING

marissa invited me to come to SENTOSA

which i'm really thankful..=)

then me and jun wei was so early that we jus

walk arnd vivo for half an hour... hahaha

then met with marissa... then harris and erra..

the queue for the train to sentosa is very damn long

so we met first with miguel and bought some

snacks and went to the bus interchange in

front of vivo... then nabil and tisha came...

the 8 of us bought tickets and went to the

very very very long queue but at least

the queue is fast... i sms with HIM the whole trip

to the resort... NICE... then after we alight the

bus we met wera with his family and he

decided to come with us..hahaha.. then

the fun has started...hihihihi =D

digging a hole with the help of wera's talent..haha
erra building her EMPIRE... ahhaha=D me and marissa.. i'm wearing tisha's sunglasses by the way smiles with teesh... =) tisha building her trench.. =)

a trench to protect erra's empire..hahaha

whoa..harris... wet look harris becoming a sand mermaid...ahhaha tisha and nabil... =) erra and tisha with the homo sexual mermaid..hahathis is disgusting ..hahaha finally our harris the homo sexual mermaid is finish pic with the mermaid nabil... r.i.p. rust in peace...hahaha harris. junwei and tisha with nabil all together...hehehe =) meeehhh... wearing nabil's hat...

happy valentines day to someone frm teesh

happy valentines to my S.F.O.S wera, harris and tisha with junwei the pregnant man...haha looking down for the camera... =) one last pic with the guys... =)

after saying good bye with the guys i went to

City hall to meet with my parents and younger

sis.. to celebrate valentines day... hehe

we ate in Out of the pan... hehe the

food is so damn delicious..haahahaha... =)

mom's meal...yuhm my meal... korean bbq beef..one word DELICIOUS!!

my sister's meal... tostillas...

my father's meal...yumyum me with my youngest sis my parents.. =) mango and pineapple juice.. for me and my mom my oreo caramel shake... hehe bye... that's the end for my valentines day!!!

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!

2010-02-11T23:02:00.000-08:00

Holidays!!

this morning i gave my "goodie bag"

to my friends...

the goodie bags

GB1: 2 Kisses* chocolates almond

GB2: 2 Kisses* chocolates almond+ a small letter

GB3: 2 Kisses* chocolates almond + big letter +

small teddy bear

the ppl i gave the GB2 are Carmen, Amanda,

David, Jiayun, Erra, Dave, Hyun min, Thanh,

Swee Siang, Timothy, Prateep, Nabil

the ppl i gave GB3 are Theary, Mey, Suaidah,

Tisha, Aini, Marissa.. but marissa's got

no teddy bear cos i got no more money

hehehehe.... then the rest of the class and some

frends and teachers got the GB1..=)

i gave so many goodies and the only

person who gave me a gift is

TEESHA... a purple lollipop!!!

hehehe... actually she made me choose

what flavour i want..hehehe....

but even i dont get anything frm the others

i still received their warm hug and smiles

and "thank you's"...=) that's enough for me!!

Then during Englis, Mr. Azlan somehow

made us laugh... that he kept on saying

the minutes left b4 we can all go for

holidays... =)

but b4 that i saw someone writing a

love letter for her gf... huhuhuuuhu

drew hearts all over the card-shaped

thing. i dont really know what is it..

but i know he's writing something..

i thought my day will end happily but

then.......................... !

WATEVER! 4ever broken!!

*************************

well, that's all for me!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

and

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!

BROKEN HEARTED...

2010-02-02T04:04:00.000-08:00

once again my heart is really torn apart

i seriously hate wats happening right now

last time we r very close, so close that ppl

will think that we're together-which, unfortunately,

is NOT true.

I MISS U

i miss wat our relationship was like

last time. i miss your unlimited jokes

or insults.=) i miss the time whereby we

always share stories-some are silly-to each

other. i miss the way u try to defend me

from someone who puts me down.

i miss ur undying text messages- frm

morning till evening. i miss the way

u make fun of others or to me.

I MISS EVERYTHING ABT U

i hope u get to read this and let u realize

that i'm still here waiting for u. we only got

less than a year and i dont want it to be

a waste. i want to spend time with u juz

like wat we used to.

ok fine... i know u got a gf and there's no way

that i can replace her in ur heart but please

i hope u'll remember wat we've been last

time. i'm not saying u should spend more time

wid me i'm just saying that if our

relationship last time can still be revive

NOW.. please

I LOVE U MY SPECIAL FRIEND

my week

2010-01-31T03:57:00.000-08:00

do u all wanna know hows my week??

well its not really worse... it depends on how

u judge it... for me its just very tiring...

MONDAY: Drama training

TUESDAY: Red cross FDC training

WEDNESDAY: Mural Painting of sci. labs

THURSDAY: Drama training/ house

practice/ Red cross FDC training

FRIDAY: Red cross training

as u can see everyday i'll be coming home

by 6 or 7pm then study until 12

i nvr or maybe once a week only, eat lunch!!

when i arrive home i'll be eating my very late

lunch and wont be eating dinner anymore

so dat i can do my hw... ughh... every morning

i wont eat breakfast at all cos no time... wanna

know why?? cos i do my other hw in the morning

and aftr that i hve to catch the shuttle service

by 6:30 am... so mainly i only eat full

meal during my recess and arriving home...

WOW... and there is still more weeks to come

hehehehehehe...

I MUST BE HAPPY!!

2010-01-25T05:00:00.000-08:00

Today, well its a hell of a day...

my friend got problems abt me... i don't

know wat i did but she suddenly got mad

at me... but now i think i know wat i did

and how will i solve this problem...

i think i need to give up something...

even though i dont want and

its hard i just have to do it...

And also today i'm think i'm abt to lose

also someone... this person doesnt

even tries to talk to me the way this

person used to... ugh...

i miss this person....

my STRESSFUL life

2010-01-21T05:19:00.000-08:00

i am soooo stress!!!

Today, i don't know which thing

am i suppose to attend...

DRAMA

RED CROSS

WALL PAINTING

then one more thing i'm also

kept on thinking abt is

TOOOTT....

this things that's going on with my

life is affecting my friends and family

AGAIN, I'M VERY MOODY!!

which can really affect sumthing

important to me!!!

Today, in the library, sumthing

really unexpected happened...

it really really made me feel

that i'm not a friend.. cant really

tell wat happened cos there ppl

bugging my blog...hahahaha.

jus kidding... well, its like

my worst history repeated itself..

my HEART is now once again

TORN APART bcos of a person

who fixed my heart in the past.

ughh....

huuhuhuhuhuhuhu!!!

Level camp... =)

2010-01-15T18:31:00.001-08:00

Sec 4 LEVEL CAMP!!!

the 3-day camp has been really tremendously

AMAZING!!

the 4Gs trainers are Freddy, Candice and Melvin!!

these trainers have really made a huge

impact in our lives.. on the first day they

taught us sooo many things... and Melvin

made us laugh until i have sore throat... waah

but he was also the one who made us all cry

like HELL...but at the same he made us

realize that its time to change for us and also

for our parents... even the ppl who i nver thought

that will cry, especially boys, CRIED like there's no

tomorrow.. well i'm also one of those ppl..=)

if u could see on the floor of the AVA room,especially

in the rows of the boys, there will be droplets of tears

marked on it... hahaha...

on the last day some of the Sec 4 E/NA, including me

went to the stage to say something to their parents who

were also there...

even b4 i went up i was alr crying bcos

we were all affected of wat the other students

are telling to their parents on stage and at the same

time they're crying... and when it was my turn, i held

the mike and started to cry i even mentioned

that my class is 4G2 which is supposed to be

4G1 so i quickly say my correct class..

and i told my msg to my mom and then

my eyes turned into a waterfall and i told her

my msg like a crying baby.. =)

almost everyone is crying in my class after

the presentation... we hugged our parents and teachers

and also frends... it was really a great night...

**************

MESSAGES TO MY FRIENDS

THEARY AND MEY

i know both of u really miss ur parents

and i know u also cried ur hearts out yesterday

but i also know that when u come back to

Cambodia u will not only hug ur parents

but u will also show them how successful

u r after secondary school.. and u will also

show them how blessed they are to have such

children like u... so i'm always ready to give both

of u a shoulder to cry on... =)

I LOVE U DEAR AND HONEY

SUAIDAH

i know u didn't have the chance to speak in

front yesterday but now u know that u

always have the chance to say all the things

u want to say to ur mom and dad... let them

know that u will also succeed in the future by

passing ur 'o' levels...

I LOVE U DARLING

TISHA

i was really happy for wat happened to

u yesterday on stage.. now ur parents really know

how their daughter loves them and how hardworking

u r in school and for everything... they are very lucky

to have an amazing daughter like u ok... so

i hope u can always smile in school instead of

crying... i know someday u will really be

successful in life... =) i'm always here for u

I LOVE U TEESH

TO SOMEONE I REALLY CARED ABOUT

now i realized that ur heart can really care and

love others especially ur parents by wat i saw

and heard during our session with Melvin in

the 2nd day of camp (the crying part)

... how i wish i could hug u

yesterday after all the presentations...

i just talked to u a bit and just shaked ur

shoulder and u just walk off... i really want to

comfort u and hug u cos i know there's

still some tears that ur holding in ur eyes..

i'm really proud of u... i really hope u could read this

and tell u that i'll also be always here for u

I LOVE U SPECIAL FRIEND

*****************

well, that's all for me... =)

merry christmas...=)

2009-12-25T02:43:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

whoa!! another christmas once again..

my second christmas here in Singapore..

half of me still wants to celebrate it with

my frends and family in Philippines and

the other half is pretty content with what

i have right here in Singapore..

My family and i went to a family frend's

house to celebrate the once a year

celebration..=) and after a while

all the daddys got drunk and they

all got a bit wild.. dancing and shouting

all the time... hahahahaha... and the

wives just continued singing the

karaoke...hahaha... my mother got a

100 pnts aftr singing then suddenly my

father kissed her....ahhaha...

then me and my cster singed

sooo many songs mostly the songs

used by moymoypalaboy...hahaha

we all like crazy and i drunk soo many

absolut alcohol.... then we all went

home by 3 and i woke up 4 in the afternun..

hahahaha....

that all for me...

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

pictures are to be uploaded next time.. too lazy to upload

i love NEW MOON....=)

2009-12-03T04:48:00.000-08:00

NEW MOON

3 words people.. I LOVE IT..,
There were sooo many advertisements and

commercials... and i my patience i getting less

then finally it started and the start of the movie

is already freaking awesome... ahahahaha...

And when i saw edward entering... GOODNESS!!

and then when JASPER appeared my hair

stand to its ends... OMG... i LOVE him..

AHHH!!! I love every part of the movie...

when edward said "you will marry me" to

bella i totally said I DO and suaidah and aini

laughed...ahahahaha

I cant wait for the ECLIPSE and BREAKING DAWN

wow!

I love ALICE AND JASPER.... ahhhh!!!

i love yah both... LOVE LOVE

2009-11-15T01:45:00.000-08:00

The NCOs

me and suaidah

fooling arnd inside the bus

went to SILRA homes to visit the patients..=)

we r lying on duty... hahahaha

SPA-GHETTI 3

SPA-GHETTI 2

FOOOOODDDD!!!

planning for the campfire...

marissa and tisha..=)

asyura and julie...sleeping

haha.. the 2 SPA-GHETTI boys..

inside the bus

FAAAYYYEERR!!!

YEAHHHH!!!

wooo... campfire

Girl Guides performing

our hosts... MCs

Red cross juniors...=)

Girl Guides..

yeah..!!

clap..clap..clap..

wohoo...=)

mrs. yeo's cake...

smile mrs. yeo

mrs. yeo cutting her cake..

red cross youth.. formal pic

red cross youth..informal pic

eating cake

talking...

Inside the Staff room.. all the ncos with ms.lee and mr.khoo

ignore the football man..hahaha

Me and suaidah.. very sleepy..

my legs.. getting ready to sleep..

NCO flag

My uniform... few badges...

Nabil's uniform

Tisha's red cross uniform

Hari Raya

2009-10-18T23:06:00.000-07:00

went to darling's place to celebrate hari raya

ate a lot of food... delicious... =P

hahaha

i ate a lot of grapes..hahaha... love it..

then play facebook..ahaha..

then we played UNO inside darling's room

really fun..haha.. laugh like hell

wenever darling does sumthing..ahahaha

then took photos... then say byebye

then went to np with dear and honey

and bought bubble tea

then went home... haiz...

2009-10-15T01:09:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!

Finally, no more exams... gosh!!

still got SPA.. but first must hve fun

today, finished my physics exam.. deym i'm so

ready to fail.. then this guy doesnt talk to me

jus ignoring me like i'm not present.. haist

then aftr the exam, dear, honey, darling and me

went and ate at SEOUL GARDEN...

its the first time i ate there.. hahaha

then we were soooo full... omygudness

darling cant stop eating hahaha... then we

ate desserts.. i got 5 among 6 of the flavors

of ice cream in seoul garden..ahaha

so yummy... then went home with dear and

honey... then here i am playing in facebk,

ahaha

2009-10-08T03:28:00.000-07:00

happy again!!!

no more worries... only the exams

but it will just pass by easily...=)

2009-10-07T04:12:00.000-07:00

can i just jump off the window to stop all my problems??
all problems just all come at same time
i cant handle it.. ughh...
problems wid parents.
problems wid works at school.
problems wid the exams coming.
problems wid my friends is the heaviest...
why all of this things come at the
same time... who can help me settle
all this... why am i being punished like this
i hope my friends forgive me...

my bday celeb

2009-10-04T03:56:00.000-07:00

my birthday celebration in school

wid my super duper wonderful classmates..

my sweet choko keik..=)

singing happy burtdei for me...ahahacutting the cake me and ms. loh honey, darling, dear, sweetheart 2kool4skool group... =) with the guys...=P kampong, me, jia yun with the gurls.... =) eating lunch at my house... hehehehe kfc and mcdo... smile... =) wehhhh.... prateep wat r u doing..haha inside the room... cramped up but still very happy

...hahahaha 16 yrs old... waahhh mmm...

theary and mey's gift... so sexy leh wid theary and mey's gift... with carmen's cute gift... =) wid prateep's gift.. soup cup..ahahha

wid suaidah's gift... so nice right..

i woke up in the morning and told myself
I'M 16!!!
i went to schl wid my honey and dear
then wen i arrived in schl, mr.sim greeted me
a happy bday and shook my hand then
shook it vigorously while singing happy
bdy..ahaha.. then i rceived honey and
dear's present... hug dem then i received
prateep's gift... then darling's and carmen's
then ppl greeted me then english paper starts
aftr the paper i brought me cake to
the classrum..
then my clasmeyts sung the happy
bday song so damn loud...
then i sweated like hell while i
was cutting the cake.. then went to
NP wid honey, dear, darling, jia yun
jue yu, david, prateep, erika...
we planned to eat in NP but thers no
space so we dcided to take away our food
then went to my house...
however darling has to go home..
then while buying food i saw T and T..
shit... then went home
we had a fun lunch... we talked abt
AAAAAAHHHH!!! hahaha
so fun...

2009-10-02T20:17:00.000-07:00

SEE HOW I EVOLVE!!!

OCTOBER 2 - MY SUPERDUPER BIRTHDAY

from a small little baby to a grown up

lady!!! come and take a look and my

cute pics.....

11 months old... wats wrong wid my hair ah?? my 1st brthday... i cant blow the candles yet

hahaaha.... my cake on my 2nd bday....i dont knw if i'm smiling or crying..hahaha... a 2-yr old girl modelling in hong kong...

hahahahaha.... i think dis is my 3rd bday... or 4th... haha a 4-yr old girl dressed up as an angel

for a beautiful celebration or parade i think i'm 4 or 3 yrs old with my cute little

sister... =) my 5th bday cake... hey sis its my brthday not urs... dont blow

my candles..ahahahaha my 6th brthday celebrated in my pre-school

i got asthma attack during this celebration

a very innocent 7 or 6 yr old girl

a 7 yr old girl with my sister...hahahaha i think i'm 9 yrs old here..ahahaha on my 11th brthday... a swimming party!!

hahahaha....

i think i'm 12 yrs old in this pic

still 12 yrs old... i think a 13 yr old girl modelling in front of the

christmas tree.ahhahaha

i'm 14 yrs old here 16 YRS OLD.... WOHOOO!!!!

2009-09-30T06:47:00.000-07:00

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING!!!!

2 more days.. waahhh.. i'm getting older

turning 16 leh.. then 3 more yrs i'm 20!!

wahh... time run so fast.. ahahaha...

G1 get ready on friday... hehehe

2009-09-27T14:41:00.000-07:00

september 28, 2009 is today

so that means there is still 4 days left

until my bday!!!

soo happy...

got two things on that day

one- my birthday!! wohoo

second- my english paper 1

hahahaha

nvm.. celebration is after the paper

so dont leave yet..ahahahhaha

anticipate the moment and the cake!!

2009-09-23T14:35:00.000-07:00

announcement people!!!!!
8 more days until my birthday!!!!!
the clock is ticking so fast
i'm going to be 16 yrs old!!!!!
wohoo... tick tock tick tock!!!!!
guys get ready for the celebration
even though its the first day of exams
hahaha.. but still need to celebrate
right???
hey guys, count the days with me
okay?!!!ahahaha.... by the way......
NO GIFT NO CAKE!!! muahahaha
just kidding....ahahahhaha

2009-09-21T01:10:00.000-07:00

this is my newsletter.. GOLD award...

ahahahaha..
receivng the award..

2009-09-20T23:00:00.000-07:00

PHSH..Plastic Heart Super Heroes

aini, marissa, erra, tisha, jue yu and jia yun

the cute little kids of Gan Eng Seng Primary

presentng their Decimal Scrabble

so damn cute... they present their project

in a VERY professional way...liling, he ying, li jia and wen sheng

wid their multi purpose water saver...

2009-09-20T21:41:00.000-07:00

Late pictures

we finally done the germany map...

whew... so nice right...ahahahah

i'm the helper.. cos i'm not a history student

i'm a geography student..ahaha

LATE PICTURES... =]

i went to theary and mey's house to help

them in makng their history projects..

we used some paper clays to create a

huge map of Germany... then we like paint

ourselves with it... as u can see in suaidah's

hands...ahahaha... so funny....

who the hell am i texting??

dunnow.....

2009-09-20T05:10:00.000-07:00

Pinoy Delights Ping Pong Rebound

we painted two posters for the

Red cross International Bazaare

its so fun.. but thanh kept on

bugging me.. jeez.. and also carella

ugh...

after paiting we did some footdrill

training.. we all like shout-shout the

commands like hell.. then aini kept

on tryng to use her voice properly

in commandng..ahahaha

whole again

2009-09-18T07:14:00.000-07:00

THE BIG YES!!

today, SEPTEMBER 18, 2009...
is the happiest day of my life...

just said YES... ahahaha
after 4 yrs i'm whole again...
thanks a lot my --------

ok, enough abt dat..
today s.f.o.s ignored me. then went for red crox
today is a fun training. we painted 2 banners for
the red crox international bazaare... then i
finally got the chance to command a squat
so fun sial..hahaha.. then we like cleaned a part
of the canteen bcos we spilled some paint on
the floor.. then hve a short meetng abt the
camp nd the bazaare.=)
then went home.. sms..blogging.. checkng
my facebook.. =)

2009-09-12T14:56:00.000-07:00

i miss u sooo much

i love u... <3

two more yrs and i cud see u again

**************

so for all of u guys out there

this is the guy that really makes me

happy... so please dont think of

anybody else... for some the guy

u r all thinkng is sooo wrong

that guy is stupid ok??

so tired

2009-09-11T05:46:00.000-07:00

ssoooooo tiirrreeedddd
dis morning 8:00am went for
a morning jog with my cster..
3km i think... then i nvr ate anythng for
breakfst then went for jogging
so damn wrong. i almost faint or
hurled in the streets.. so me and my cster
just dcided to walk lah..ahaha
then me, my cster and erika met in
np then the both of them watched
"the proposal"..i dont like it..ahaha
then i w8 for david and jy to wtch
final dstination but unfortunately
the movie is M18..ahaha.. so the 3
of us wtched "aliens at the atic"..
ahaha.. so funny men..ahaha..
then i had a big revelation to david
and jy then they laugh lyk hell..
aahahaha.. then me, my cster and erika
went to bugis and i waved gudbye to
jy and david.. the 3 of us ate at KFC in
bugis junction.. then saw belle, jolene and
shiqi..then we accompany erika to
buy a blouse in bugis street..
then we went arnd bugis junction
then go home at abt 7..ahaha
then my father scolded me cos
i wasnt home to cook dinner..hais
haist..haist...

BROKEN AGAIN...
2009-09-10T05:05:00.000-07:00
THIS IS A VERY STUPID DAY!!!
i cry like hell... it really hurts wen
the guy u like told u dat he's now
going out with this girl... i cnt tell
him dat i'm jealous cos for him ur
only a friend... huhuhuhu...
i just cant stand it... i just dont
know wat to do... i hurts...
i thought he's the one alr but its
a totally big NO!! this is the second
time dat it happened to meeehhh
i just want to like blurt out to him
dat i hve this thing for him.. but
it's so DAMN LATE ALR... huhu
who can fix me now???

2009-09-07T02:05:00.000-07:00

some of the videos

2009-09-04T22:26:00.000-07:00

tisha singing..woohoo..lavya tisha!!
happy teacher's day

mey and theary

suaidah.theary.mey

tisha and erra..

huang liang mkng a speech

martono shakng hands...ahaha

congrats ms.loh!!

carmen readng the G1 messages

musfirah

fionaprateep mkng a speech

li jia singing..wohoo

candy suaidah.theary.meeh.mey.carmen..=)

theary.suaidah.meeh.mey....=)

photos are completed....yesss!!!...

the videos will be uploaded on...

YOUTUBE!!...muhaaha!!

TeacHER's daY PArtY... so Fun!!

2009-09-01T03:47:00.000-07:00

there are still some pics needed to be uploaded

but i just wnt to publish these photos for

the people who cannot TAHAN themselves

from not lookng on the pictures..ahahha

have fun guys!!!

2kool4skool
tisha.erra.marissa

Happy teacher's day in diff languages.

mey.theary.mrs. yen.suaidah.meeh.

the boys wid mrs. yen... complete..=)

theary.meeh.carmen.mey.suaidah..

meeh.mey

suaidah.theary.

2kool4skool at the party.

inside the magical toilet...ahahaha

mey.theary.meeh.suaidah.

aini.theary.mey.hidaya

meeh.aini.mey.hidaya

liling.shiqi.carmen.fiona

theary.suaidah.mey

theary.suaidah.meeh

timothy and he ying playng table tennis

playng billiard

hidaya.aini.jueyu.belle.sweesiang.

theary and belle

tizane.jueyu.sharon

hummairah.theary.suiaday.mey.meeh.

meeh.theary.suaidah.mey..=)

meeh and theary.

mrs.yen.theary.suaidah.mey.meeh

shiqi.liling.mey.theary.suaidah

swee siang.suaidah.theary.mey
liling.dandi.sweesiang.suaidah.theary.mey.meeh
meeh.suaidah.theary.mey
G1 and G2 inside the function rum
ara.jiayun.sweesiang
theary.meeh.mey... totally smiled
weeeeehhh....
he ying and dandi
ara.mrs.yen.jiayun.sweesiang
huang liang.mrs. yen
belle. mrs.yen
wen sheng.mrs.yen.meeh.martono.mey.

theary.ms.loh
timothy.meeh
martono.theary
martono.mey
martono.meeh

wensheng.theary.martono.timothy.mey

han xiao.martono

wen sheng.mey.jianliang.theary.meeh

why evrybody squat down ah?haha

martono.mey.amanda.theary.jiawei

david.dave.meeh

wen sheng and hidaya.

just ignore the two guys at the bck

ahahahaha

mey.theary.siangyung.meeh..

ahaha... wats up wid the face..haha

mey and david waitng for the bus.

theary.meeh

G1 ameeh. and theary

2009-08-25T05:03:00.000-07:00

i just made a poem.. come come and seeeeee!!!

hahaahhahaaha...=)

I've moved on

by: stehffie

My heart will fly up high,

Cos if its with you it won't cry

You healed my heart so fast

That's why my love for you won't last.

I don't want to loose you

Cos my love for you is so true

You make me smile everyday

And my love for you will forever stay.

Its a crazy day when you're around

Cos my heart shouts your name out loud

If your heart speaks, please let me hear

Cos losing you is all I fear.

You helped me to move on

You stitch my heart that was torn

"I love you" is all I could say

And hope that you'll say it to me someday.

I wish I could hold your hand

And Love is the word my heart will chant

Allow me to heal your heart

Cos I don't want it to be apart.

You gave me your care and comfort

And even your trust and support

I wish your love is the next

And I will give mine even more but not less.

You told me to cry on your shoulder

And want me to be happier

You said crying won't solve anything

The only way is by smiling.

A special friendship is what we have

Its the best one I ever had

I wish it will be more than that

Cos I know both of us will be very glad.

I want to fell your tight embrace

To see the warm smile on your face

I hope I'm always in your mind

Cos I think about you all the time.

The end.

Hope u all like it...=)

3G1 babies!!

2009-08-22T08:09:00.000-07:00

birthday cake!!
for 3G1 babies!! mrs. yen blowng the candles! smile!!! =)cutting the cake!! jia yun and david!!! haha..wat happen to the cake!

and please who the hell took this picture

i swear i didn't... who touched my camera?!!

hahaha

2009-08-19T02:32:00.000-07:00

belle.erika.theary.ara.suaidah.jolene.joyce
erika.almira.prateep.belle

lookng for food..haha eatng. prateep.dave.theary.david. suaidah and theary playng wid the candles. carmen and wee yong joyce. jolene celestine suaidah.theary.belle blowng the candles meeh.theary.timothymey and belle. samantha and lina timothy playng wid the candles. the clown suaidah.theary.meehh shenead.carmen.ara frog.carmen.ara.suaidah.theary theary.monster.carmen.ara.suaidah.meeh GB gurls wid Ms. Benjie...=) sweetheart.darling.dear.honey.and monster very dizzy alr...haha drunk ladies...hahaha

theary's bday part 1

2009-08-18T04:26:00.000-07:00

the other photos will be uploaded 2mr

2009-08-07T00:48:00.000-07:00

Happy National Day with Racial Harmony Day

today i went to schl vry early wid theary, mey and lina

den we rehearse for the national day parade....

den we all ran down to change to our u.g uniform..

we all waited for the nanya students and we saw almost

all of the brooksians wearng their ethnic clothes while

some of us are still going to march..haha

den the vice principal of the nanya high school

is really a bit funny and some words of the translator

i cnt really undrstand... den aftr all the speeches

we finally startd marchng... den evryone applaused

as we did the final bang of our entry together..

mrs. loh said a vry looooong speech again and bcox of

dat one GG girl really felt tired and finally sat down..

finally the speech ended and we made our exit and

evryone clapped again.. den all the u.g parade members

ran bck downstairs to change to our ethnic costumes

i wore the filipiniana and as i went up to the hall

my classmates looked like they've seen a ghost den

laugh leh... siao... den the schl played a game... den sang

some songs dat we also sang last year... its so damn

fun leh... then we took some pictures... den mrs.yen

want us to go to the ava to take pictures of the whole

class... its so cute evryone is wearing their ethnic

clothes...hehehe... den we all went home... and now

i'm bored lyk hell... nobody is sms-ing me... ahh

boring sial.... got nothng to do.... =[

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik..

2009-08-07T00:13:00.000-07:00

Last July 18, 2008 it was my cster's brthday

so fun sial..hahaha... even though few attnded

its still fun...=)

erika, david, theary and mey came...

we "surprised" my cster and played billiard

then ate some pizzas... then we played

truth or dare game... we dared my cster to say HI

to the group of indians by the pool haha...=)

den its erika's turn and she chose "dare"..

we asked her to seat by the back of the

sealion in the pool, the same dare for david..

haahahhaha...=)

then we dare theary to kiss the bday gurl

then mey's dare is to walk around the big pool

hahaha..=)

then my dare is to spell my name using my butt

bside the pool..hahahaha...=)

embarassing seh....hehehehe

den we took our pic again... den its tym to

go home..hehehe...=)

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik..

2009-06-25T08:29:00.000-07:00

1 word: WAAAAHHHH!!!

translation:

stehffie: gud nights also

swit dreams... miss u already... lab you frend...

imaginary hug again...
lance: nyt nyt

LABYOU MORE...haha

(imaginary hug)

**************

yieeee... i miss him so much....

2009-06-05T07:22:00.000-07:00

i chatted with HIS sister bck in the

philippines..

translation:

stehffie: hi sis

cynara: sis hehe i want to tell

u something...

stehffie: what??

cynara: my brother said...

stehffie: what..

cynara: i was too touch of wat he

said... my brother said...

he LOVES u!!yiee..hahaha

******************

ahahaha!!

halleluiah!!!

my heart is flyng freely!!!

omg!!!

******************

while me and HIS cster were

chatting... i turned on my webcam

bcos she asked me to... then she

also opened her webcam... den i saw

HIM... shocks!!.. HE got a really

long hair... den i told them dat i

will brng a scissor for me to cut his

hair... den HE told me dat if i cut his

hair he will also cut mine... as if!!

den i saw again HIS smile...

i miss that smile so much...

and now there are only 8 more days

and i finally will be able to see dat smile

of HIS... =)

that's ol folks!!!!!!!!!!!

mwuaahhhhxxx!!!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..iskepik..stepay..

2009-06-04T06:32:00.000-07:00

he gave me a comment..ahhh!!!

translation:

("e2" until "hahaha" doesn't really matter..ahaha)

...

always take care over there, i'm very

excited to see u soon!! XD

aahahahahaha!!!

halleluiah!!!

ahahaha...the feeling is

good!!!

*************************

well today i went to schl for

chemistry remedial then me and

theary went to the canteen to fetch

suaidah and mey den i saw

him (not HIM.. their different)

....muhahahaha

then we talked wid mr.sim

den we saw him again and also

talked to mr.sim den he said bye

to mr.sim den suddenly theary

shouted goodbye...omg!!

ahahaha!!!

then me, theary, mey and suaidah

ate in mcdonalds den i went

to see my mom and my sister..

the three of us went to orchard

to buy some presents for our

friends bck in the philippines..

then went home...

den i chatted with HIM!!

(the one who gave me the comment

above...hahaha)

that's ol folks!!!!!!!!!!!!

mwuuaaahhhxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik..

update on yesterday night's happening...

2009-06-02T03:00:00.001-07:00

i chatted wid HIM last night...

translation 4 da 2 last lines...

stehffie: ok i need to go to sleep bcos i

got classes tmr....

lance: ok ok

stehffie: gud nyts, miss u alot, take care

labyu my friend

lance: gud nyt

LABYU too steffi...

********************

my heart jumps for joy..

omg!!!

halleluiah!!!

i love him so much!!!

deym!!!!

that's ol folks!!!

mwwuuuaaahhhhxxxx!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..iskepik..stepay..

2009-06-01T06:54:00.000-07:00

going around BUGIS...=)

me, theary nd mey left our condo

by 11.30 am and met suaidah at

yishun mrt. den we all talk inside the

train... den we arrived in bugis junction

nd we tried to find BUGIS STREET

den finally aftr a vry long walk we

found it.. den we went der and mey nd

theary bought 3 blouses and i just

bought 1 purple blouse... just S$10..

so we just went to dis another mall

just in front of bugis junction.

i forgot the name... then mey nd theary

bought some presents for their

relatives.. den we went bck again to

bugis junction to eat.... i ate carbonara

while theary nd mey ate
ate a dish frm pepper lunch...

but suaidah nver ate anythng...

den we went to dis place wer we can

take pctures nd put designs on it..

my face look hideous on evry pic..haha

den i tried to look for a tshirt as a

present for HIM... but i can't find any.

i went to check in LEVI's if got but

the thing dat i only found was

thanh also lookng for a shirt in

levi's... den mey nd theary bought

some new shoes.... den theary told

us dat we need to go bck to the

mall in front of bugis junction bcos

she got the wrong size of the pants..

so we went bck again den there i found

the shirt for HIM... a green one dat

costs S$23...hahaha den we went to

orchard den go home finally...

this day was vry fun for me

thanks to my darling, my dear

and my honey...hahaha..=)

that's ol folks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mwuaaahhhhxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..iskepik..stepay..

yesterday and today...=)

2009-05-28T22:52:00.000-07:00

yesterday...

well, yesterday, i went to the

ava room for drama... we threw

a farewell party for the seniors..

tisha baked the cake.. it was so

delicious but i only ate one piece

bcos i dont know... i was just

suddenly too scared to take..haha

then the seniors played this

new kind of musical chairs produced

by musfirah...haha its so damn

funny, the players are blind

folded then wen the music is

going on the playrs are suppose

to find their chairs but the chairs

are being disarranged by us sec 3s..

then wen the music stops we try

to hide the chairs...hahaa

afiq can't find the chair so he

just danced lyk hell with the music

..hehehe... but in the end he's the

one who won...ahahahaha!!!

then later all the sec3s went out

of the ava to let the juniors decide

who will be the chairman, vice-chair,,

and etc. the they elected me as

their treasurer, hidayah and alyaa as

the secretaries, musfirah and tisha

as the vice-chairmans nd lastly,

marissa as the chairman

wohooo!!! =) congrats guys!!

*****************

today...

well, today the whole schl

seated on the hall 4 1 hr and 2o mins.

then we all went to class and got our

result papers bck...damn!!

i feel so low.. the lowest human ever

existed in the world... i'm so stupid..

very stupid!!!... i got an F9 for physics..

then E8 for maths... i'm so stupid..

deym!!!... its a very sad day today

i suddenly realized dat it will be a

very long holiday... and i miss my

classmates already so much!!

that's ol folks!!!!!!!!!!!!

mwuuuaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhxx!!!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..iskepik..stepay..

republic polytechnic...=)

2009-05-27T05:38:00.000-07:00

tiring... got soar throat...

today i went schl den watch the

prsentations of the countries

korea, indonesia and cambodia

..i cheered 4 theary, mey, kanika,

and lina in their singing for the

intrnational frendship day..=)

den me, theary, prateep, hyun min,

erika, joyce, shuai nan, wen chang,

belle and aini went to republic poly

for the undrwater robotic olympiad..

we're very very late, we're speratd in

2 groups of 5,

group 1:

1)theary

2)hyun min

3)erika

4)joyce

5)prateep

group 2:

1)aini

2)shuai nan

3)wen chang

4)belle

5)me

firstly, we made our group robot

dat can travel on water. i was very

irritated by the stupid wires

that cannot be in the proper plug

for the proper directions. got it?

haha...well each wire should be attached

to this receiver.. the receiver will then

be controlled by this gigantic controller

the wires are to make the

6 propelers to move forwrd, bckwrd,

up, down, left and right... aghh..

then the propeler kept on turning even

though the controllr is OFF.. the other

controllers around us are kind of

have the ability 2 control other robots..

ughh...

then we finally finished it.. then the

race started... us, the group 2, have

to compete with the group 1 and another

3 groups frm othr schl... then wen the

race starts our robot moved vry fast..

we shoutd lyk hell den i go grab the

microphone of the announcer and yelled

GO!GO!GO! den everybody laughed.ahaha

then our robot was the first den the

prateep's group came in second..

both northbrooks group won the

first round..i kept on shoutng to cheer

both groups lyk hell...

but on the second round

our robot suddenly got problems...

all the propelers never turn...

so we just put our robot on the pool

then just splash some water so that

it will move...haahah..

then we loose and also prateep's

group on the 2nd round...haist..

but then wen we put our robot bside

another controller it suddenly

moves.. ahhh!!!

but its a very fun experience.....

hahaha!!!

that's ol folkss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mwuuaaahhhxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..iskepik..stepay..

laugh at me some more!!

2009-05-25T00:42:00.000-07:00

i looked lyk a fool on stage..i guess!!

well today was the international friendship day

me and my other filipino friends sung the song

"salamat"..then we have a lack of

microphones so we have to share...

me and meldy shared...then..

during this part of the song... i needed

to sing while meldy is also singing

we were like fighting for microphone..

the people starting to laugh... i hate it

if you were in my position would u

be fine if you're being laughed at...

shame.... ughh... i felt really bad...

then they said dat i was singing so

loudly...well if i sing softly my voice

will sound lyk a porcupine stuck in

my throat... and i'm singing a very

long tone... so i had to sing loud enough..

and i if try to place the microphone

farther.. my voice will be like and echo..

ugh.. the after the prformance people

strted to talk behind my back.. i hate it so much

they said "haha...they kept on grabbing the

microphone..its so funny" and then

"they look lyk siao on stage" and "i covered

my ears when she's singing...omg!!"..then

"omg...she's so loud... hahaahahha"..

well i'm sorry i was very nervous..

pls..try to imagine yourselves in

my position... what would u feel...

i felt terrible, disappointed of myself,

ugh!!.. i cried lyk hell wen i got home

and my cster who was one of the guitarist

said i shouldn't have sung and people

kept of laughing bcos of me....

ugh...i just hate this day!!.. T_T...

i hate it!! i wish i had nver come hir!!

terrible day!!

2009-05-09T00:52:00.001-07:00

well yesterday was the exam for

English and Social studies!!

i was very nervous then prayed for

so many times already... then the

social studies was quite easy but a

bit hard also... then aftr the ss test

i went to the staff room and gave

Mr.Nicholas Chua my prsonal goodbye card

for him... huhuhuhu... its vry sad..

i'm really going to miss my english

teacher...huhuhuhu.. and speakng of

english... the english paper came in

and i was again so nervous... and my essay

as usual had sooooo many words again

and i got the wrong letter format

WRONG!! i wrote the letter in proposal

form but it was suppose to be formal letter

form... while answerng that part.. at first

i wud write a formal letter but den

sumthng hit my mind and i don't know wat

the hell it is but it made my mind to

write my letter in proposal form...ahhh!!

i think its my STUPIDITY dat hit mee!!

duh??!!! hahahahaha...damn!!

well, i think i won't pass my english

exam... haixt!!!....^.^...

then aftr the test i went and atewid my

darling suaidah at KFC...then talked abt

some stuff...hehehehe....

den now i don't wat to get 4 my mom

dis mother's day.... haist

that's ol folks!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mwuuuaaaahhhhxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik..

2009-05-05T05:28:00.000-07:00

well today it's a normal day...

went to schl vry early... den i do some of the chemistry

worksheet bcox got nothng to do... i miss going up to

the fourth floor... haixt... den took temperature 2

times... 37.2.... hehehe... then went for geography

test den wait for theary(dear), mey(honey) and

suaidah(darling) and also

hyun min cuz they got bio rmedial...

den wen we got to nrthpoint...mey nd theary

go pull me again nd made me hostage wid hyun min nd

treat me some food in Subway.... omg!!

i love u guys!!!! i will try to make it up to u

next tym...hehehehehe!!!

den we 3 went home together

thats ol folks!!!!!!!!!!!!

mwuuuaaahhhhxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik..

2009-05-02T08:17:00.000-07:00

drawing..readng all day... ahrg

dis morning i went 2 schl 4 da compulsory

remedial in social studies and geography..

den theary made sum nicknames 4 me, suaidah,

mey nd her

theary: dear

mey: honey

suaidah: darling

me: sweetheart

den i went 2 eat with david, jue yu nd aini

in kfc.. at last i got the tym 2 eat in shrooms

burgr nd cheese fries... omg its been a

long tym...wohoo!! hhahahaha

den i we all talked..blah..blah..blah...ahaha

den i went home.. den da boring tym starts

i go do my prep work 4 arts exam... ahh...

den read the eclipse buk.. wohoo...

den that's my boring day...

that's ol folks!!!!!!!!!!!

mwuaaaaaahhhxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik..

2009-04-30T07:57:00.000-07:00

2kool4skool..wohoo..

well, this morning i showed my clasm8s

the toy car i have dat is also a cellphone..

hehe.. den my mood suddenly changed..

(fyi: i'm kinda moody prson)

i cried in front of my frends bcos dey asked wats

my problem and why i'm vry sad...

(my problem is a...SECRET!!=])

den we went to Suntec to present our product

the "Dust Flying Preventer"..

we're all so nervous.. we rehearsed our

lines... den wen its our turn to present...

we we're so nervous but fortunately,

the assigned judges for us are vry frendly..

one of da judges evn said dat he will

recommend 2 his wife 2 our idea or product

we laugh den da judge also said dat we don't

talk lyk singaporeans and so we told dem wer

each of us came frm

prateep: thailand

me: philippines

suaidah: singapore

theary nd mey: cambodia

hehehe

then we said thank u 2 da judges nd

went out of da rum... we all jumpd nd laugh

lyk hell bcos we're so happy dat da judges

lyk our product... haha..

den we went bck to our place nd sat down

to eat and told to our teachrs wat hapend inside..

den we took pictures... den prateep, thanh, hyun min,

theary, mey, suaidah nd me ate in

"Barbeque Chicken" ..

its a vry happy day!!!

that's ol folks!!!!!!!!!!!

mwuuuaaaahhhhxxx!!!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik..

2009-04-29T05:07:00.000-07:00

very stress liaow...

today i'm vry sleepy durng class bcos yestrday

me, theary and mey hve to do da project wrk board

until 11 i stayed in their haus..hahaha..

den in physics.. our teacher mentiond in front of da class

dat i really hve to wrk on my physics.. she cud just tell

me dat aftr class..i feel vry embarassed nd i really wantd

to cry.. den in chemistry i'm vry dsappointd 2 myself..

i hve to ask to my seatmates... huhuhuhu...

den aftr dismissal me nd my group mates in

the projct wrk went to the library to finish evrythng..

den i realised dat i'm strtng to bcome lyk

aaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! i don't how but i can feel it..

den i always depend to my frends lyk hell...

i don't hve a purpose... ysterday two of my frends

treated me dinner in subway..actually its already da 3rd

tym dey treatd me.. nd its vry unfair for me..

i'm nvr treat dem b4 cos i don't hve the money... i like the

kindness they're gvng me but i might get use to it

and dats certainly a bad thing... i don't know wat to do..

den i can see in their faces dat already annoyng dem..

or vry irritatng for dem... dats why i'm not in da gud

mood today... i tried to be in a gud mood but i kept on

thnkng da fact above... ahhh... huhuhuhuhuhuhuh!!!

that's ol folks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mwuuuaaahhhhhxxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik..

2009-04-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

i'm strting to be a unresponsible prson

i always copy frm my friends abt da

homewrk... failng my tests.....

i don't know how to balance my tym enimor...

i don't know if my friends can still hve

patience abt my habit of copyng frm dem...

nowadays,, i always cry most of da nights

bcos of my unreliability,,,.

my dad always wnts me to study but wen

at home he wnts me to do chores lyk cookng

den i hve no tym already to do my schl work...

i cannot take the stress anymore...

its a very damn day....

that's ol folks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mwuuuaaahhhxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik

embarassed in a gud way...o_O

2009-04-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

omg...i'm so cutely embarassed...watever

well, 2day we got "in" to the

project work thing... lyk at frst i wasn't expctng

dat we're going 2 be "in".. i was lookng for our

group name.. 2kool4skool... but den

der is nothng..but mrs. yen mentiond

"Dust Flying Preventer"... nd i was lyk...

shet!!! omg!!! my face was lyk being

pulled down cox my mouth was wide open

nd my eyes were lyk being camera flashed...

hehehe,,, den went 4 lunch or branch...

den later went 2 da humanities rum 4

english... we all did an enjoyable quiz

den me nd tisha shoutd at hadi lyk hell coz he made

us answered da wrong anwer den evry1

laughed..ahahaha!! den on da way up 2 our

classrum...i saw da sec 5s...and him?..=)

den theary went lyk siao.. she shoutd my

name lyk crazy..."STEFFI!! STEFFI!!!

I'M GOING HOME!! STEFFI"

omg!!! den i just kept silent den suddenly

mey also shoutd my name wen we were lyk

5 ft away frm him lah..

"STEFFI!!STEFFI!!" den i panickd nd strted

shoutng also... haha.."MEY!! SHUT UP LAH!!

DO U WNT ME 2 THROW U DOWN DER!?"

i grabd her hnd nd move to da left 2 give way

2 him nd his classm8s..ahaha

walaw..being sabotage by my frends..haha!!

den we i got 2 da classrum... i shoutd

theary nd mey's name den suaidah said

dat one of HIS friends pushed him bcos

she noticed dat sumthng weird is going

on bcos of our reactions a while ago.. the

shoutng of my name... hehehe!!

den we all 4 shoutd in unison.. den all

of our classm8s lookd at us... omg!!!

den got red cross.. nd we're da NCOs...hehe

we playd games..captain's ball... den da sec 3s

hd a meetng... den i went home...

hehehe!!!

that's ol folks!!!!!!!!!!!

mwuuuuaaaaahhhhxxxx!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik..

2009-04-20T04:51:00.000-07:00

dis is a normal day.....=)

i wnt 2 schl then got full marks

4 emaths...hahahaha...

4 da first tym wohoooo!!!!..love it...

then played Captain's ball during P.e

siao vry fun..ahahahahaha...

then physics. then in arts we wnt 2

da library wer i saw a poster-like board in da

middle of da library whereby der r pictures

of difrnt kinds of food in difrnt kinds of

asian country 4 da intrnational day... then some

descrptions abt the country itself...wohoo

den i saw philippines..yehey...

hehehehe

den wnt chemistry... me nd some of my classm8s

stood up bhind 2 do our undone homewrk

ahahahaha...

den wnt home wid theary, mey, nd suaidah..

den we all talked abt aaaaaaahhhhhh!!!

ahahaha!!!!

i love my friends...

that's ol folks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mwwwuuuaaaahhhhxxxxx!!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik

suRPrise...o_O

2009-04-17T05:52:00.000-07:00

well my day wnt well but at da

end devastatng... haixt...

*******************

i got promotd 2 seargent ... love it

heheheehehe

den dis morning we planned abt

the NCOs farewell prty inside

da multi-purpose hall

hehehehe

den during our english priod

i saw him passed by

den my friends teased me abt him...

ahahahahaha

den i also saw him lookng at me

wen i was in da red cross squad

maybe bcos i look lyk a girl who

just ate a vry sour fruit..hehehe

its bcos my sweat frm my 4head

kept on dripping onto my eyes...hehehe...

den wen i go look at him again...

he's still lookng at me...omg!!

its been a long tym since i felt dis way

omg!!!hehehe

well, that's ol folks!!!!!!!!!!!!

mwuuuuaaahhhxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik..

2009-04-16T04:09:00.000-07:00

by the way these photos are from a fellow red cross member
Thanks GERRYL!!

well those pictures were taken last 09.04.2009
it was our "Speech Day". b4 our parade we all rehearsed
4 da fancy drill or parade we're going 2 do on the speech day
it was SOOOOOOOOOOoo tiring siao!!!
while practicng i fell down bcox my ankle got numb
or sumthng den got headache siao!! but it all the
hrdwork got paid off aftr
da amazing fancy drill we did on our speech day!
(the pics are above)
all the sec 5s are very somehow supportive
and always encourage or tell us dat we can
do it and appreciate our drills.... =)
thanks guys....

*****************************
the thing i did on the speech day was a happy thing
4 me... its my first tym to do that kind
of thing.... =)

that's ol folks!!!!!

mwuuuaaahhhxxx!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik

i miss my friends a lot....

2009-03-20T07:23:00.000-07:00

FIND MEEEHHH!!!

CLASS ST. MATTHEW THE EVANGELIST

YEAR. 2007-2008

yen...o_O

2009-03-05T03:58:00.000-08:00

oh yen!!!

we miSs u so Much!!! hoPe UR DOing fiNE bck

deR in tHE philipPineS.... hoPE to seE u

soOn !! waiT foR Meeh...

thEre r so MANy ppl hu AlsO MisSes u

so MUch!!! takE carE OLWeix....MWUuaahhX

i LOve u So mUcH!!!

tHatS Ol folks!!!!!!!!!!!

mwuAaaahhhhXXXx!!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik

funNy day...o_O

2009-03-04T02:59:00.001-08:00

wEll diS was a gUd anD FunNy daY for mEEH!!!

dis mORning woKe up so EarlY..mY Eyes stiLL vrY

heaVy anD wanTs to CLOse...heehhehe!!!

stiLl got prOBLems wiD mY SUbjEct...

hD pHYsicS teSt... harD siao!!

i sPENd mY SMART tym wiD meY, suaidAH, pRateep, thEary and

arGgh...aLMira...

deN We teSt ouRselVes ABt latERal

thnKng..dunNow waT dat reAlly meANs buT i

thNk it teSts ur thNkng skilLs..hahahhaha

deN MeY KeeP on SaYNg dat My QuesTionS

arE so LAMe!!!hahahahaha

deN keep ON callNg me stuPid deN ShutS me up

Wen i'm talKNg..siao!!!hahahaha

deN dismisSAl go wiD suaiDAh..

den DA Sad parT OF my daY WAs...

yeN coZ she'S leavNg TODAY...so sad...

wE Go 2 hr haUS den HElp hER to brnG

dowN HEr lugGageS... deN TOok oUr lasT pcturE...

deN waVe ouR laSt gudbYE to yeN...

HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU!!!

I KNow i wiLl seE Her agAin!!

thats oL folKs!!!!

mwuUUaaaahhhhXXxx!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..iskepik..stepay

LOve...oMG...o_O

2009-03-02T02:37:00.000-08:00

My HEarT beaTs so EXtrEme...ahhh!!!

my gUy frM philipPines..gavE me a coMMenT..

itS nothnG spexiAl buT its DA VRy frst LOnG COMmenT

i receiveD frm hM...ahahahaha!!!

hE's stiLl thE guy THats insyd my HEarT nd CONtinueS

TO maKE it beAt....!=)

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the comment says: trnslatd to english

steffi!!! hw r u? wat date? i hve no valentine date.. stay single me..

hahahha..u? DO YOU HVE ANY VALENTINE DATE?

sorry if i comment u vry seldom...bcoz i don't got any chnce

to get online.... hey maybe we will audition in pbb(pinoy big brothr)

..hahahahahha.. till here...

tAke care olweix!!!

lanze

******************************

told u its nothng special.... but 4 me it makes my heart

jump frm happiness...woooo!!!+)

i miss hm...tsk..haizt

wish to see hm soon...

that's ol folksss!!!!!

mwuaaaahhhhxxxxxx!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..iskepik...stepay

fridAy...o_O

2009-02-27T04:05:00.000-08:00

VERY TIRING!!!SIAOw!!!

well, frst dis morning insyd da hall...i saw a

friend of mine fyting wid his "ex"...omg!!! is the ryt

wrd to say while wtchng da scene...wooh!!!

then go to class... ms.ong used all my

correction tape!!! hahahaha!!!

thEn geography so boring... but gud

thng ms.foong let us rest..=)

den go 4 red cross... i was da "logistic i.c."

siaow!!! it's lyk i don't hve da potential to

do sumthng majorly in red cross... am i dat

useless?! but enihow still hve fun... a bit...

gud thng my other friends are there to

make the training fun...ehm.. uhmm...

those frends i'm talkng abt doesnt include A..

hahahahaha!!! wow..i'm so bad..i'm da worse.

then wnt to the intrchnge wid other

filipinos...dawn.ruth.michelle. den we talk

abt A... wow... i'm so shock dat dey hve the

same feelng towards A... muhahahahaha!!!

den i wnt home wid mey and theary...

hd fun talkng... so happy 2 hve dem..=)

that's ol folks!!!

mwuaaaaahhhhhxxxx!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..iskepik..stepay

foOtdriLl comPEtitiON...O_o

2009-02-16T04:16:00.001-08:00

FootdriLl coMpetitioN...omg!!

WEll i woKe vry EARly lasT satuRday

14.02.09..,whch is vlENtines day,

to GO to schL to prepaRE anD

GO tO OUr anD my evER Frst

FOOTDRILL competitioN...wohoo!!

walAw!!! i goT to schL sooo earLy

aNd me, NABil anD almira wERe in

da gatE waitnG 4 it 2 opeN...

deN reNi anD mariSsa arivd...

deN HAng OUr uniforMs in Da gaTe

den Sat DOwN.... aS MARissa said

"wE aLl loOk lyK HOmeLEss

ppl"..hehehe...=)

thEn latER goT in wiD da oTher

FOotdriLl comP ppl.... DEn wOrE OUr

uni4m... deN GO yantinggi...deN

ANdreW Came.....deN MS.lEe...

deN some SUppORTrs...mr.khoo..

won SEok,,toMmy...nizaM..haiqAl

deN i saw Dis guY gavE a gfT to

diS girL anD den Da girL STrtd to

BRag abt Da gft...walAw!!!

deN wnT to fairFiEld metHOdisT to

stARt da comP...damN weRE SO nervouS!!!

so we NVer goT da anY TrophY 4 Da 1st roUnd

so WE thouGht daT we Will noT goinG

2 da 2nd rouNd... WE arE Ol so sad..

deN LATer thEy saiD dat northbRooks arE

onE of the 12 finaliSt for thE 2nd roUnd...

so We arE Ol so HAppY... I CRieD den

SOme ALso crieD...deN We sung da

nrthbroOks cheER... DEn we DO da

fancY driLL..i goT wrnG So manY tYms...

hahaha...den We goT A TropHy...

deN Go hoME...

vry TirEd...hahahaha...=)

loVEless...o_O

2009-02-16T03:34:00.000-08:00

BELATED HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

welL, I StarTd gviNG chocoLatES ANd leTterS

LAst friDay ,.. 13.02.09...

i gaVe kisseS (fyi: thE chOCOlate onEs) aND soME ferRero

i dOnt hvE enoUGh budgET To bUY so mAny dATs

wHY I onLy bouGht 9 ferRero...hehehe!!!

i alMost gavE choCOlateS To thE whOLe claSs.hehehe

thEn i alSo receiVd soME gftS.:

~*.,mY gifTs,.*~

1) a loLlipOp frM sweET tishA ..=)

2)a smAll brWn teddY BEar nD ferREro chOCol8

fRm thoUGhtful tHEary ...=)

3)a whyT SmaLL TeDDy beAR ANd ferRero choColate

FrM MARvelouS meY ...=)

4)2 cute toyS, 1 LOVely notbuK, a puRple braCElet

anD a adORable carD frm jolLy jia Yun...=)

weLl datX ol I Got.... no BoyS GAvE Me enitinG..

weLl i'm noT expctng frM anY boY BUt a giRl frm

claSs keeP on ASkng giftS frM BOys...

i thnK suM OF u knoW hu shE is....hahaha

thEn in da aftRNun, we hD reD croSs foR cca...

i waS da day I.C.. DAMN!!! i wAs freaKN nerVous

bUt i suMhow PUt MY nerVous asiDE den STARt

tO BE a guD i.c....woHoo. it was freakN Hot.... hahaha

dEn practCEd ouR foOTdriLl Wid daniElla AND deN

DO oUR cuTe fancY drill...HEHEHE

deN do A MeetnG 4 thE biG FOotdriLl comPETitioN...

************

Den goT hoME.... cheCK My freNdstER,.. BUt NvER

goT A COmment FRm mY gUy in da philiPPines...

so Sad...=( weLl,, leSson learNT

"DOnT EXPect To mUCh frM A Guy whOsE

VERy faR awAY frm U"

WEll I HopE u guyS Hd a sweEt valEntineS day!!!!!

thats ol folKS!!!!

mwuuuAAaahhhxxx!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..iskepik..stepay..

drAma..o_0

2009-02-12T04:14:00.000-08:00

DrAMa is Sooo nOT exciTng eniMor...

COz yeN is gOne...mY gOOdnEss...

toDay so STreSs... goT sO MAny

thnGs 2 dO in SChl... buT i sHOuld

geT useD TO it..coZ heLLo?! i'm iN

SEc 3 aND alSo in Da exPRess stReaM

WalAwE!!!!

HAixt..

WEll, iTs alSo dA 2Nd daY Dat

yEn doNT go 2 SChl eniMOr...

But SumtYms wEn heR CLass

iS goiNG foR REceSs i'M

stiLl loOkng 4 heR DEn latER saY 2 MyseLF

"O Wait SHe'S nOT gOINg to SCHl enimOR"

mY god!!!

I MISS HER SO mucch!!!

i doN't wnT her To go BCk tO PINas!!!

wEll it canT be heLPed... mayBe we SHoulD CHerisH DA

TYm LEft toGETher...=)

in DRamA..I Don't feEl lyK CUmng coZ WEn yeN's not

deR I FEel toTally lefT Out.... buT SUddeNLy

i TurnEd tO Da wiNDow aND so A FAMiliAr faCE..

It Was YEN!!!!

ALeluia!!!!!!!!!!!

afTr drAma Me, yEn, gERryl aND JefFREY wNt to

mcDonald's nD atE ICe creAms...i misS dA TYms wE

FILipinOS eat 2geTher in mcdo... weLL if i'm suMTyms

arOUnd wiD dis thrEe i gET ouT of plAce... =(

DEn Go HoME wiD mY 3 CAMbOdiaN FRendS...

mEy, thEary, liNa... anD wE TalK aBout a prSon whoSE

VRy Annoying, Lier, Moron, Idiot, fliRt, Abnormal prSon..

we're so piSsed ofF abT Her.... FaKE LAugH... FakE StORieS

AHHH!!!!!

I WisH shE woUld chaNGe!!!!

thAT's oL foLKs!!!!!!!

mwuAAaahhhxxxx!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..iskepik..stepay

reD croSS...o_O

2009-02-07T06:04:00.000-08:00

VerY tiriNG...waLaw!!!

toDay i wnT TO schL 4 REd croSs trAiNinG...

We praCTiced dA STndarD FOoTdriLl aNd

dA FanCy driLls agaiN aNd agaiN

UNder THe blAZinG Sun....woOOHOOo!!

buT it WaS AlL WOrth it FOR Da

foOTDrill COmpetitioN Dis SATurdaY..WHich

is valENtinEs day...hayst!!

i'm Not a REseRVE enimORE..

ALLLEEELLLUUUIIIAAAA!!!

ALLELUIA!!!!

I'm nOW reAlly in DA FootdRill squAd...

WIsH me AlL THe luCk!!!

mY Leg iS reAlly in So mucH paiN

RYt now...thE paiN FRm da runNing iN DA

CROSs counTRy plus thE paiN I goT

FrM da trAininG Today!!

WaLAW!!!

That'S Ol foLKs!!!!!!

mwuAAhhhhxxxx!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik..

run..RuN...O_o

2009-02-07T05:45:00.000-08:00

crOSs coUntrY...TiriNG..

it WAs februarY 16 friDAy... In yisHun parK... 2.45PM

It Was VERy tiriNg..i feLt lyK mY

ApPEndix or KidNEy or watEVer

will LatER DROp ouT...hahaha

foR u tO ruN 2KMs wiDout PRACticNG

is DFinitEly a veRy wrOng thiNG to DO..

BUt iT WAs fuN thOUgh...i goT da chNCe to

exERcisE...hehehehe...

**baD NEws**

mY houSE everest didn't win For dA

OVERaLl chmPion....

We onLy goT THe 3rd plAce anD

OncE AGaiN ViNSon houSe won.

buT stiLl me nD mY freNDs haD fuN...

**Gud NEws**

mY sisTEr woN THe 18TH PlaCe 4 loWer seC GIRLS...

(I ThinK she'S THe onLy oveRWEight girL whO Was abLE

TO maKE it to Da toP 20)

HAHAHAHA...

AnD ANothER FilipiNO girL NAmed mEldY Won thE

16TH PLAce 4 loWer sec girLs alSo...woHoo!!!

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thEn mE, mY sisTER, yeN And gerRyl wNT anD ATE

iN mcDOnalDs whicH We haD nvER DoNE fOR hoW

MAny MOntHS alREadY....tsktsk...

i miSs thaT tyMs...guD Tyms guD TYmss....

buT now We wiLl noT be aBle to DO daT AGaiN

ANd comPleteLy...........

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~onE moRe weEk tiLl VALENTINES DAY~

I WisH i haD a daTE...HAixt...

that's ol FOlkS!!!!!!!!

pictuREs wiLl be postEd soOn!!!!!!!!

mwuAAAAhhhhxxx!!!!!!!!

(//_~)..stehffie..stepay..iskepik...

2009-01-24T04:28:00.001-08:00

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